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Re: Keshani: Infrastructure
« Reply #30 on: June 15, 2018, 11:05:00 AM »
He smiles, and it seems warm and genuine.

"Great. Why don't you go wash up, and I'll let the house know we're going to need another place. There's a wash-hut out back."

You are a little dusty and grimy from the work, and the trip out. You head out back and find a small hut divided into half a dozen stalls, with an anachronistic water-based shower without sonics. Old-fashioned, but functional. You scrub up a little, though the place is pretty open so you're not comfortable having a full scrub.

As you head back to the main building, you see Kaleco emerge from a side door. He waves you on over. You enter the brightly lit kitchen of the residence. You see four younger people in the room, bustling about with dishes and serving bowls and the like. Demaris calls out, "Everyone, this is Damaris. She got the truck running again." A flurry of voices welcome you, and you're having trouble tracking who owned what voice. Kaleco tosses out names, but you don't really follow amid all the flurry of activity.

Then a smaller woman comes forward, wiping her hands on her apron. She shakes your hand gently. "Welcome, welcome. I'm Jemma. Be welcome. We're having Bol stew, biscuits and gravy, greens, and sweet tea." She pauses a moment, and really looks at Keshani. It is only a moment, but her expression changes somehow - goes softer.

"Come on, dear, have a seat." She swats at a male about your age as he's reaching for a biscuit. "Shael! Guests first!" She pulls out the chair, and before you know what is going on, in a  flurry of movement everyone else is sitting down.

Your stomach is grumbling - the food smells so much better than the rations at the rebel base. But everyone stops moving. You look a round, not sure what is going on. Without anything being said, the family lowers their heads. The youngest person at the table, a small girl of probably 8 years, says, "Thanks for the food, thanks for family and friends, thanks for good weather, and thanks for kind strangers."

There is a pause, then without anything being said, food gets heaped onto your plate. Conversation whirls around you, the inns and outs of the day, stories about farmers who came in to trade, jokes and laughter and ribbing and teasing - the ebb and flow of what must be a normal life for these people. Maybe this is a normal family life?

The food is very good, plentiful, and tasty. People make gentle invitations for you to join the conversation, but also respect your privacy and don't seem put off by your quiet manner.

But that food...

Before you know it, you're feeling uncomfortably full. You pause for a break, and realize that everyone else's plates are clean, and appear to have been so for some time.

Jemma smiles as she hands you a smaller plate with a second slice of some sort of scrumptious pie on it. "Warms my heart to see a young girl with such a healthy appetite!"

She looks at the rest of the table. "Boys, clear the table. Girls, night chores."

There is a little good-natured grumbling, a little tussling, and in short order you are alone with Jemma and Kaleco. Jemma pours you another mug of delicious sweet tea.

"Damaris, now, it's none of my business, and I mean no offence, but I have to ask - are you all right? I mean you can't be much older than my boy Shael. You got a place to stay? Shelter and food?"

Kaleco steps in. "She don't mean nothing by it, Damaris. It's plain as day you can take care of yourself. It's just, life on Dantooine can be hard. People here tend to look out for one another. A young girl blows in out of the wilds all by herself..."

They both look at you, apparently earnest concern on their faces.
« Last Edit: June 15, 2018, 02:17:03 PM by GM Craig »

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Re: Keshani: Infrastructure
« Reply #31 on: June 16, 2018, 08:34:26 AM »
All the way throughout the meal she tried her best to act polite and grateful. But this feeling was building inside of her.

Run

The way this family acted - the way they ribbed each other, teased each other, but also clearly loved each other and would probably do anything for each other....it hurt. Almost a physical pain. And it made her stomach unsettled.

Is this what a family is supposed to be?

She had never known a real family. There had been the orphanage. And there had been her group of .....outcasts....afterward, lead by Chen. But that had ended in pretty much disaster too.

And there had been Trax and Niil and Collan and Nim.....but now she was alone again.

She so just wanted to be accepted by someone and loved and to be...wanted and then here these people are.

And then they ask if she's okay and act all concerned like she could just stay here and join in with their family if she wanted?

She couldn't take it anymore. She had to get out of here.

Or I might never leave...., she thought to herself.

"I'm fine.", she stammered quickly, obviously fighting an internal battle.

"Look. I have to go. I'm sorry. Th...Thank you for everything".

And she bolted, leaving the house at almost a dead run and heading back in the direction of her transport.

But as she came in sight of the truck and its still empty bed another thought occurred to her.

"Frell!!" she cursed.

She had fixed Kaelco's truck but they hadn't completed the trade yet. She didn't have the supplies that she needed for the irrigation system and they hadn't exchanged any type of payment yet other than her helping with the truck.

"Frell." she said again, this time more out of embarrassment than anything else.

What was she supposed to do now? She couldn't go back in there. She just couldn't. And worse yet she had totally broken character from the hard and seasoned trader she had been trying to come off as.

What was she supposed to do now?

But just then she caught sight of movement out of the corner of her eye - a man heading slowly in her direction. It seemed as though he was intentionally slowing his pace to not frighten her further...or anything.

Kaleco.

She tried to school her expression back into one at least remotely composed and in control.

"I'm sorry. I just didn't realize how long I've spent here. I have people waiting for these supplies. I need to get going is all.", she said as he approached her.
« Last Edit: June 16, 2018, 01:43:56 PM by Keshani »

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Re: Keshani: Infrastructure
« Reply #32 on: June 16, 2018, 09:01:37 PM »
He looks at you, with a tinge of sadness. "Sure. It'll take the boys and me a few minutes to load up. You can stay there if you like."

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« Reply #33 on: June 16, 2018, 09:23:51 PM »
"I can help...there's no reason for you to have to do all the work. I'm stronger than I look, ya know." She replied, not really meaning anything more by it than what she said; simply feeling guilty at making them rush out to do all the work.

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« Reply #34 on: June 16, 2018, 09:25:26 PM »
He holds up a hand. "That's OK. I know you can do the work, but you did me a favour. Let me do this for you. Five minutes, and you'll be on your way."

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« Reply #35 on: June 17, 2018, 07:08:14 AM »
She watched him turn to walk away and immediately a feeling of frustration mixed with guilt mixed with confusion and regret all washed through her at the same time.

She felt like screaming. Only she couldn't. She felt like running. Only she couldn't do that either. She was trapped, standing here to wait for her supplies to be loaded.

She tried to tell herself that she just needed to get away. As soon as she got back in the truck with the supplies and was headed away from this trading station things would be fine again.

And that might be true.

Only she had a feeling it would take more than that.

Why did these people care?

Kaleco had known her all of a few hours. Yet there was definite sadness there when she had run out of the house. His wife had known him even less time yet had also shown concern.

It's none of their karking business!!! her brain screamed out. They should have just left you alone! You should be mad at them for trying to interfere and put these thoughts in your head in the first place!

Only that just felt wrong.

It didn't seem right to be mad at someone for caring about you.

She let out a sigh and watched as the guys worked to load the supplies she had traded for.

When they were done she waited for Kaleco to come back.

"Look," she said, her voice soft. "I'm sorry for running out in there. It just was....too much. You have a really nice family."

She looked down at the ground.

"I really am okay." she said after a few moments. "Just...some of us I guess have to turn into adults a lot sooner than others."

She shrugged. "Your kids are lucky. I wish they could understand how lucky they are."

Suddenly feeling stupid and embarrassed she looked down at the ground again. "Just...make sure that you always stay together."

After another moment's pause she seemed to almost physically draw into herself.

"Sorry. You don't need a lecture on how to take care of your family from a kid".
« Last Edit: June 17, 2018, 01:31:15 PM by Keshani »

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« Reply #36 on: June 17, 2018, 12:56:55 PM »
Kaleco frowns, sighs, and looks at the boys as they rough-house their way back to the house.

"This is my second family. My first wife, Beth, a son Mik, and two daughters, Kris and Felis - they died in a raider attack near to 25 years ago." He extends and arm at the oldest boy. "Shael there. His family was on a transport that crashed and caught fire. His momma pushed him out a hole in the hull right before she died. He was the only survivor from that ship. That was 13 years ago. His brother there, Reen, now he's Jemma's boy. Jemma's husband was killed by kath hound, oh, 7 years ago now. Now the girls, there's Kat and Ceire. Kat wandered into a farmers field one day, covered in blood, 10 years ago. No idea where she came from, or who her folks were, and no one's come looking. And Ceire, well, she's the baby, and the only one that Jemma and I brought into this world together." He shrugs. "Plenty of families on Dantooine like mine. Like I said at table, 'round here, people look out for one another."

He turns to you, and runs his hands through his black hair. "Damaris, I don't gotta tell you the galaxy is a hard place. There's a lot of sorrow and misery to go around, and I figure you seen more'n your fair share. But the way I see it, you can either live your life in fear of all that sadness, and never be happy; or you can take the happy where you can find it. There's always gonna be more misery, but that just makes the good times a treasure."

He looks at you a moment. "Just think about that."

He hands you a mini datapad. "I ain't saying you can't take care of yourself, and I ain't saying you need charity. Just remember, you ever need a place you lay your head, we got room." He then un-slings a small satchel, and hands it to you. "Food for the road, from Jemma."

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« Reply #37 on: June 17, 2018, 01:43:33 PM »
She looked at the data pad more for something to do than anything else.

What Kaleco had just said felt like a slap across the face. He hadn't meant it that way; she knew that. But the effect was the same regardless.

She concept that a family could just be kind of....collected....over time - that two people could have such big hearts that they just welcomed with opened arms any stray kid who had come along....

It was more than she could handle. It was overwhelming.

If something like that had happened back home when they had been kicked out of the orphanage.....

How different could her life have been?

She stood there just staring off into space for a long moment, lost in thought.

And then, suddenly, impulsively, she reached out and wrapped her arms around Kaleco in a tight full body hug.

She didn't know what to say. She just somehow wished all of the sudden she could make him understand how she was feeling right now; understand the thoughts that were going through her head.

She wished she could stay here with him; to be part of a family like this; to be loved and welcomed.

But she couldn't. She had responsibilities. She had pledged her loyalty to the Rebellion and they were counting on her.

She couldn't just disappear.

But then a small voice in her head reared up. It whispered: Why not? You don't owe them anything. You're just a kid. They can't expect a kid to keep promises and to dedicate their whole life to their cause...

But that just felt wrong, as well.

Images of the Hell World and the battle station came to mind. Her hate for the Empire came rushing into her head with it.

Images of Trax and Collan and Niil and Nim came to mind, as well, and the fact that they had risked their lives to save her.

She owed them something, didn't she?

But Trax had refused to join the Rebellion.

So who exactly did she owe what?

Her head hurt. Her heart hurt.

She stood there, hugging the man who until a few hours ago had been a complete stranger, and felt a tear form in her eye and streak down her face.

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« Reply #38 on: June 17, 2018, 01:48:12 PM »
He is quiet as his arms return the hug, one arm across your back, the other angled up so one palm cradles the back of your head. He seems content to stand there in silence, gently rubbing your back.

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« Reply #39 on: June 17, 2018, 06:48:41 PM »
At first she tensed as she felt his hand against her head and back. She couldn't remember the last time anyone had....

She felt a pain in her chest and felt light headed for a minute, her head spinning.

But then she relaxed.

I could stay here....I could have all of this....

No.


Her brain warred with itself for several moments longer and then she sniffled softly and stirred, breaking the hug gently.

She looked back at Kaleco from arm's length.

"I really do need to get going.", she said softly. There was regret evident still in her voice.

"But I'd like to come back and visit."

She looked down at the mini data pad that she still held in her hand.

"There is a lot of stuff on this pad...." she said, her voice trailing off.

She didn't know if she should just thank him or ask how much she could trust the contacts and resources he had given her. She didn't know how to ask that without taking the chance of insulting him...

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« Reply #40 on: June 17, 2018, 07:43:26 PM »
He pulls back, arms at his side.

"You're welcome back any time, Damaris. And that datapad - folk here on Dantooine look out for one another. You find yourself in need, there's where you can find help."

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« Reply #41 on: June 17, 2018, 08:13:37 PM »
She nodded again.

"Thank you.", she said, putting the data pad into a pocket in her pants and then she looked back up at the trader.

"You got the stuff I was trading for the irrigation equipment right? I wanna make sure you got what was owed you, as well.."

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« Reply #42 on: June 17, 2018, 08:56:50 PM »
He nods. "Yeah, we unloaded our share. Feel free to check though, I won't be offended."

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« Reply #43 on: June 17, 2018, 08:59:49 PM »
She shook her head. "Do you need anything else? I can keep my eyes out in my travels...."

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« Reply #44 on: June 17, 2018, 09:09:44 PM »
"We're usually pretty good. Lots of trade traffic means we can usually find what we need. But if you track down a working translator, or a binary load lifter, we can always use one of those."