Author Topic: Niil and Collan: Personal Effects  (Read 11419 times)

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Re: Re: Niil and Nightshade: A message for the Karvis resistance
« Reply #16 on: April 29, 2016, 02:52:36 PM »
Niil stared at the saberstaff in awe.  Whoever made it had taken considerable time to turn it into a work of breathtaking art.

He looked up to Collan and said, "It's beautiful.  May I?  I promise that I won't try any maneuvers with it.  A single-blader is challenging enough at my level of skill."
"There is a Force common to all life-forms, a dynamic beauty in which an ultimate symmetry of context reveals itself to . . . oh, frak, the holorecorder battery is running out!  Jex, see if there's another battery in-"  - Niil Spaar, Philosophising on a Saturday Night:  The Karvis Jedi Academy

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Re: Re: Niil and Nightshade: A message for the Karvis resistance
« Reply #17 on: April 29, 2016, 03:03:02 PM »
Collan handed it over to him.

"I've been trying to understand it...do you know what it mean?"

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Re: Re: Niil and Nightshade: A message for the Karvis resistance
« Reply #18 on: April 29, 2016, 03:25:37 PM »
Niil shook his head as he studied it in more detail.  "Not sure I follow.  You mean how it's made?  Or the combat forms?"
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Re: Niil and Collan: Personal Effects
« Reply #19 on: April 29, 2016, 03:33:43 PM »
"The saber and its crystal," Collan said, "I'm trying to understand it. Feel it. The way a Jedi makes a saber. They attune the crystal in the Force...tweak it, physically change down to the molecular level. It leaves an imprint that can never be changed. To really use another Jedi's saber, you have to listen to it, make yourself part of it...and that takes time. How much I'm not sure...but I wanted to experiment and see."

Collan smiled, "There's more. Packed up and ready to go are three locked boxes. I can't open them but inside are who knows what. Possibly Jedi materials considering it requires good senses and the ability to use telekinesis."

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Re: Niil and Collan: Personal Effects
« Reply #20 on: April 29, 2016, 04:05:09 PM »
Niil shook his head with a grin.  "Then you've gotten a lot farther than I have.  I spent a fair amount of time in hibernation when I was on board the Rogue Shadow.  It helped reduce the strain on it's life support system."  He looked at the boxes for awhile, and shrugged.  "Yeah . . . whatever's inside, I think Ch'lana wanted someone to be well-schooled in the Force first before they could be opened.  I think something nasty would happen if someone tried to force them open."  Niil realized what he'd just said, and snorted.  "No pun intended."

Niil  Looked down again at the saber staff in his hands, and murmured,  "Watch out; I'm gonna light it up and have a look."  Niil took a two-handed grip with the staff, his hands about a forearm's length apart, and held it about thirty degrees from horizontal.  Taking a breath to steady himself, he pressed the activation stud.  Vibrant green blades of energy shot out from either end near-simultaneously, and Niil was grateful that he'd taken a firm grip before igniting the saber staff.  The gyroscopic effect wasn't as bad as he'd feared, but it was still trickier than the one he'd been training with. 

He held it for several moments as he admired it, then pressed the power button.  The blades shut down with a faint "zzzhhhwip" sound, and he handed it back to Collan.  "I'd love to try and make a training version of this, but I imagine the fighting styles would all be different."  He started helping Collan get bits of equipment packaged up for transport.  "You said Nim got sick?  How's she doing now?  Did you take her to PROXY?"
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Re: Niil and Collan: Personal Effects
« Reply #21 on: April 29, 2016, 04:17:17 PM »
Collan blew air out.

"I started too. Then Trax butted in and took her. She broke his nose. Then I saw Maris take her from Trax and followed him in. Before you ask, yes he was a total laserbrain. Didn't even want me to fix his nose. I was half-tempted to use the Force on him and lift him up. Nim was angry as hell and I get the feeling he was doing what he wanted not what she wanted. Totally ignoring her. And I can tell he cares...really cares. I just hope he isn't screwing it up. He needs a center right now."

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Re: Niil and Collan: Personal Effects
« Reply #22 on: April 29, 2016, 04:42:06 PM »
Niil nodded wearily.  "Yeah, Trax and I got into one hell of a row on the way to Kashyyk about trust issues.  Admittedly, I could've handled it a hell of a lot better, but he seemed hell-bent on not trusting you after that snow job you tried on the captain of the guards.  I'm not entirely sure if it's because he suspects you're daddy's spy, or because you tricked him into believing it."  Niil snorted.  "Damn, I believed it, too, until I had some time to think about it in my cell - and once I felt through the Force what those bastards were doing to you."

He went quiet for awhile.  "It's gotta be a few things eating at him.  He lost his arm on Corellia, but he won't talk about it.  And I think Mariah's death hit him pretty hard - more so than it did us.  I think he feels guilty about her death.  Just look at how protective he is with Nim and Keshani.  And he's got no love for Jedi, that's for sure.  Did you notice how he reacted to us when we met up in the Horuz system?  He saw our sabers, and he was teetering on fight-or-flight mode there.  Makes me wonder if he didn't run into Vader or some other Dark Jedi on Corellia."  Niil sighed, partly out of regret and partly out of frustration.  "But . . . I don't know what else I can do - if anything.  He doesn't like to talk about it, and he really doesn't like people telling him what to do." 

He shrugged.  "It probably won't be either of us that can help him center himself.  He has no love for Force-users - I can tell you that.  If anyone can have a chance of success, it will be Nim.  Or maybe even Keshani.  We'd best leave well enough alone.  He has to want to come around."
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Re: Niil and Collan: Personal Effects
« Reply #23 on: April 29, 2016, 04:48:42 PM »
"That's pretty much my assessment too. He's lost in himself for now," Collan looked a little dejected at that. Lost souls had a place of sympathy in his heart. Keshani. maris. Trax.

"We'll have to trust the Force that he remembers we're his friends," Collan added and then paused, "So how did you figure it out? I figured Nim would have me pegged if she saw me. Ch'lana could get in my head if he wanted so he probably knew."

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Re: Niil and Collan: Personal Effects
« Reply #24 on: April 29, 2016, 07:59:40 PM »
Niil shook his head.  "It wasn't right away.  Hell, when you spun that tale for that guard captain, you had me fooled.  But even while they were escorting me to that cell, my brain was jumping between wanting to cut you in half for being a mole, and outright disbelief that you were a mole.  So I decided to shove all the emotion aside, and looked at it from a logical standpoint." 

Niil started to tick points off on his fingers.  "If you were a mole, you had several dozen opportunities to betray the Karvis resistance.  Ch'lana and Demaia?  Even if you orchestrated that whole raid on the prison ship as a way to take us out, you had a lot of chances to kark us over.  The fighting was desperate enough that all you'd have needed to do was shoot one of us in the back.  And none of us even knew Demaia was there except you; why even tell us about her if you didn't want to risk seeing her freed?  And even if any of that can be ignored, why help us and Ch'lana to take down that dark Jedi and his stooges?  Again, all you had to do was shoot one of us in the back when we were coming to his aid."

Niil snorted.  "Setting up a trap on that battle station made even less sense.  If you were coordinating with the Empire to capture Ch'lana, Nightshade and myself, then you'd have obviously conned us into going to the Horuz system.  If it was pre-planned, why not just arrange to have a few Interdictors set up near the fringes of the Horuz system to rip us out of hyperspace?  We would've been sitting ducks, and could've been neutralized easily.  What if the plan was to let us get inside the station first?  All right, why were we allowed to get as far as we did?  As good as we are in commando-style raids, we wouldn't have gotten past a corridor or two if they knew we were coming."

Niil eyed Collan.  "Most importantly, I think Ch'lana  - most certainly Demaia - would have seen right through you if you were serving the Empire.  Galen, definitely.  And if you were trained by your father, you probably would have been powerful enough to wipe us out in a few heartbeats . . . especially if no one suspected you.  You had absolutely nothing to gain by helping us free the senators.  You know the threat they represent to the Empire; it would have been far better to kill them than run the risk of having them rescued.  And . . . well, you probably wouldn't expect to find such a valuable and successful Imperial operative strapped to a table and having the living frak tortured out of him."
« Last Edit: April 29, 2016, 08:10:37 PM by Niil Spaar »
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Re: Niil and Collan: Personal Effects
« Reply #25 on: April 29, 2016, 08:47:46 PM »
"Just so," Collan said, giving Niil a wink, "Demaia for sure. She was deep in my head."

He paused. The moment hung in time.

"I didn't quite tell the whole truth when the Emperor had me before him. The whole time I was doing my act...I enjoyed it. Savored every bit of it. It was...like a really good cup of kav...evil, vicious, dark kav. It sang in my blood. I couldn't stop it if I wanted the con to work either. You have to keep going or it breaks the spell of your words."

"When I was before the Emperor, I don't think it was just fear that made me kneel. I think that the Dark Side made me do it. I didn't lose myself...but it was much closer than I was comfortable with."

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Re: Niil and Collan: Personal Effects
« Reply #26 on: April 29, 2016, 09:19:09 PM »
Niil raised an eyebrow.  "Being that close to a Sith lord that has Vader as his servant?  I wouldn't doubt it.  We're still novices in the grand scheme of things, and already had the Dark Side nibbling our ears.  But when you were running the con while we were there, what did you find yourself enjoying?  Trying to trick the Imperials, or everyone in general?"
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Re: Niil and Collan: Personal Effects
« Reply #27 on: April 29, 2016, 09:29:53 PM »
Collan shuddered, "Everything Niil. The promise of power whispered to me."

He fell silent for a minute, eyes downcast.

"The worst part was that it was my voice in the whispers. The Emperor knew what I was going through and tried to manipulate me," and then Collan smiled, "He should have kept quiet because I knew he was trying to manipulate me. That helped snap me out of it more quickly."

"And I hope you never have to meet him," Collan shuddered.

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Re: Niil and Collan: Personal Effects
« Reply #28 on: April 29, 2016, 09:41:35 PM »
Niil shook his head.  "That makes two of us.  But who knows where the Force will guide us in the future?  We might have to.  But know this, Collan . . . you were faced with one of the most powerful users of the Dark Side in the galaxy, and he wasn't able to turn you.  You, in the end, chose not to, despite all that fear and Dark Side manipulation pounding through your head.  Hold on to that not as a point of pride, but as a reminder of your conviction."
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Re: Niil and Collan: Personal Effects
« Reply #29 on: April 30, 2016, 08:09:38 AM »
Collan didn't smile at that. Pride? No. Firmness of conviction. Absolutely.

"Well. I've only accelerated my confrontation with my father. Once I begin to learn to manipulate the Force around me strongly, it will set off ripples that will lead him right to me. That's part if reason why I looked for anything Ch'lana may have hidden. I will need to learn in order to confront him."