Author Topic: Collan, Nightshade, Nill: Scars and Healing  (Read 11372 times)

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Collan, Nightshade, Nill: Scars and Healing
« on: September 06, 2015, 12:57:51 PM »
You are standing in the lounge of the ship, reeling from what you have seen.

You are not sure where Ch'lana is taking you, and right now it does not seem to care. There is certainly enough reason for you to feel adrift in space - the people of the Karvis resistance were friends. The faces you know you will never see drift before your memories.

The feeling of hope faded not long after you transitioned to hyperspace. It lingers still, in your mind, but you may have trouble recalling it against the horror you just witnessed.

[Pausing here for you guys. Ch'lana  has sealed himself in the bridge and does not respond if anyone tries to speak to him.]

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Re: Collan, Nightshade, Nill: Scars and Healing
« Reply #1 on: September 06, 2015, 01:42:58 PM »
Niil stood watching out the viewport long after the ship had jumped into hyperspace.  The image of six Star Destroyers unleashing their capital weapons on the rebel sanctuary would be forever burned into his mind, and the names of all the brave friends he had made there rang though his mind like a death knell.  It was likely that any form of resistance on Karvis would have been obliterated in that attack.  The wave of peace that had inexplicably - or maybe not so inexplicably? - coursed through him right before they had jumped to hyperspace was the only bright spot in the horror that had just happened.  Even now, it was fading.

Finally, he turned from the viewport on leaden legs and sat down on a nearby chair, his attention parsecs away.  He wanted to cling to that feeling of hope, but his mind was still creating visions of his friends being vaporized by turbolaser fire, or being crushed by collapsing buildings and tunnels.  His head raised a fraction, and his eyes narrowed imperceptibly.  Hope fading . . . no, there was a lesson there, despite all the horror that had happened.  His comrades were gone; there was nothing he could say or do to bring them back.  But nor should he give up on the hope, either.  That would make his friends' deaths meaningless, and he'd not insult them so.  He'd take that hope, and use it as a core to build upon, and draw strength from.  The destruction he'd witnessed only hardened his resolve to fight the Empire.
"There is a Force common to all life-forms, a dynamic beauty in which an ultimate symmetry of context reveals itself to . . . oh, frak, the holorecorder battery is running out!  Jex, see if there's another battery in-"  - Niil Spaar, Philosophising on a Saturday Night:  The Karvis Jedi Academy

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Re: Collan, Nightshade, Nill: Scars and Healing
« Reply #2 on: September 06, 2015, 04:04:33 PM »
Collan swallowed hard.

He sat...quiet. The knife buried itself deep in his heart.

And so it begins... were his first thoughts. His path would be marred by this kind of violence from this moment forth. The sense of peace he felt strained and ultimately frayed under the pressure of it all.

There is no emotion...there is peace.

But there was emotion; plenty of it in fact. Collan sucked in a breath. Slowly. Deliberately. It felt wrong to deny how he felt. They were real feelings and powerful ones at that. Friends. The Major. Jex. If anyone survived, it'd be Jex. The Force was with him too. It was a small hope but even one candle cut the darkness.

Collan took a long deep look inside himself. He delved deep into his pains, past and present. Lives lost and saved. Hopes nursed and shredded. He realized that he carried a flicker of the rebellion on Karvis within himself. It had not died. A very small smile appeared just for a moment. There is no death.


He's thrown and given those words to Ch'lana. But he needed them now. And they were not easy words; they offered no comfort. But they weren't meant to; at least Collan didn't think so. They were words to prepare you for the losses to come.

After several long minutes, Collan found his voice, "Nightshade...tell us about the your people. I'd never heard of the Shinobi before."

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Re: Collan, Nightshade, Nill: Scars and Healing
« Reply #3 on: September 06, 2015, 06:37:05 PM »
Obviously the scene outside the viewports held less meaning for Nightshade than for the others, but it still had an effect.  There was no honor in such an attack and while he knew little of the Empire, this was enough to show him that they would never be a worthy employer. 

Another point this raised was renewed concern for the completion of his current task.  It was clear now that there would be no way to finish the job, and also unlikely to be able to even find a surviving member of the royal family to release him.  Nightshade was not aware of any precedent among his clan for an employer being killed before a contract meeting was made, and the uncertainty gnawed at him.

It was these thoughts that Collan interrupted with his question.  While he was normally one to keep to himself, and certainly not given to speaking of himself or his people, he could see the value of a distraction to these men at this time.

"We are a clan from a remote part of space, and secrecy is our livelihood, so it is not surprising that most are not familiar with us.  We contract out as agents known for getting tasks done, generally for governments or the rich and powerful.  We have been called spies, thieves and assassins, and those are aspects of what we do, but we see ourselves more as problem solvers and reliable agents than being defined by any one part of the jobs we perform.  We are bound by a strict sense of honor and are required to complete a task or be released by our employer before we can return to our people, which is why I found you, Niil."

Nightshade pauses for a breath before continuing, "I am not used to talking of myself, so I will answer what questions you have, if I can."

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Re: Collan, Nightshade, Nill: Scars and Healing
« Reply #4 on: September 06, 2015, 06:50:56 PM »
Niil looked at Nightshade through steepled hands, and held up a hand, indicating that the others should wait for a moment.  Rising from his seat, he walked over to the door separating the lounge from the rest of the ship and closed it.  Returning to the table, he sat down and said softly, "I think Ch'lana wants to be left to his own thoughts, and he certainly doesn't want to hear my voice right now."  Looking at Nightshade, he said in a weary voice, "Your sources . . . why did they select me of all people as a point of contact?  Or are you forbidden to speak of that?"
"There is a Force common to all life-forms, a dynamic beauty in which an ultimate symmetry of context reveals itself to . . . oh, frak, the holorecorder battery is running out!  Jex, see if there's another battery in-"  - Niil Spaar, Philosophising on a Saturday Night:  The Karvis Jedi Academy

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Re: Collan, Nightshade, Nill: Scars and Healing
« Reply #5 on: September 06, 2015, 10:04:55 PM »
"To be honest, they didn't specify and I didn't ask.  I simply went looking for anyone connected to the family and your name was given to me."

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Re: Collan, Nightshade, Nill: Scars and Healing
« Reply #6 on: September 06, 2015, 11:03:21 PM »
Niil thought about that for a moment, then let it go.  He doubted the man would give away the names of his contacts; from what Niil gathered, the Shinobi seemed to be highly steeped in honor.   "This service that the Karvis royal family contracted your clan to perform . . ."  He hesitated, then sighed. " . . . what happens if the royals were killed in that attack?  Are you allowed to speak to any of us of the service?  Or . . . do you have to report back to the head of your clan and tell them what happened?"
"There is a Force common to all life-forms, a dynamic beauty in which an ultimate symmetry of context reveals itself to . . . oh, frak, the holorecorder battery is running out!  Jex, see if there's another battery in-"  - Niil Spaar, Philosophising on a Saturday Night:  The Karvis Jedi Academy

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Re: Collan, Nightshade, Nill: Scars and Healing
« Reply #7 on: September 07, 2015, 03:37:42 AM »
"As long as any member of the royal family lives, I cannot return to my clan until my task is complete.  And to be sure they are all deceased I would have to see the bodies personally.  My clan doesn't accept failure as an option."

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Re: Collan, Nightshade, Nill: Scars and Healing
« Reply #8 on: September 07, 2015, 08:56:36 AM »
Collan nodded. He knew nothing of the Shinobi though.

"Does honor say that you cannot disclose the service as well? Or is there enough leeway to talk about it?" He asked.

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Re: Collan, Nightshade, Nill: Scars and Healing
« Reply #9 on: September 07, 2015, 02:17:38 PM »
"The details had yet to be determined, the royal family stated they wanted leverage to defend their planet from the Empire.  I was to meet them and finalize details.  I got the impression they were grasping at straws, and desperate to find any advantage."

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Re: Collan, Nightshade, Nill: Scars and Healing
« Reply #10 on: September 07, 2015, 06:00:32 PM »
Collan gave Niil a glance as if to ask...so was the Royal Family at their base?

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Re: Collan, Nightshade, Nill: Scars and Healing
« Reply #11 on: September 07, 2015, 08:37:26 PM »
Niil caught Collan's unspoken question, looked at Nightshade as if weighing a judgment, and reluctantly nodded.  "The last I knew, the princess and her brother were at the northern base.  Were they there when the Imperials bombarded it?  I can't say for certain.  If they were away, then they're with trusted people and will have gone into hiding."
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Re: Collan, Nightshade, Nill: Scars and Healing
« Reply #12 on: September 07, 2015, 09:30:22 PM »
"And they would be the last surviving members of the family?"

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Re: Collan, Nightshade, Nill: Scars and Healing
« Reply #13 on: September 08, 2015, 08:13:13 AM »
Niil nodded.  "They would."


OOC:  Unless there were others that I'd forgotten about . . .  :P
"There is a Force common to all life-forms, a dynamic beauty in which an ultimate symmetry of context reveals itself to . . . oh, frak, the holorecorder battery is running out!  Jex, see if there's another battery in-"  - Niil Spaar, Philosophising on a Saturday Night:  The Karvis Jedi Academy

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Re: Collan, Nightshade, Nill: Scars and Healing
« Reply #14 on: September 08, 2015, 08:58:40 AM »
Collan sank back disheartened and blew air out through puffed cheeks.

"The best we can hope for is that they were away or deep enough to get away."

Suddenly, he looked stricken.

"And Jex too," a mournful look passed across his face, "i guess we have to hope whoever built the base figured on a bombardment someday."