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Keshani

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Curiosity...
« on: August 11, 2016, 09:18:53 PM »
She sat on the more-insanely-comfortable-than-she'd-ever-imagined chair in her assigned room long past when the Major had left, lost in thought.

Everyone kept asking her what she wanted to do. She felt like she should know. She felt like THEY thought she should know. But how often did someone just suddenly get handed a totally blank slate and told "here - from anything in the whole galaxy, decide what you want to do!"

It was like being put in a huge room with a thousand different voices all calling out to you saying different things and being told to focus on just one of them to listen to. How could you choose? How could you concentrate/focus on just one direction?

She wanted to try so much! But she also didn't, for, new things were sometimes scary, and old things familiar and comfortable.

She thought about everything that had happened since being "rescued" on the Station. She thought about everything that had happened since she had been forced off Bakura. She thought about Danni, and Maris, and Collan, and Niil...the Jedi, Nim and Trax and the others she had met on the trip to Alderaan. So many different people, all with one thing in common - they were genuinely *nice* people that she found herself wanting to be around.

For someone who had spent most of her life alone she felt like THAT, in a way, was the change that she craved the most - not the ability to be clean or a warm place to sleep or readily available food, but people that she actually could talk to, and maybe get to learn a little about. It was a natural instinct among humans to socialize. Humans were, by nature, beings that thrived in a community setting. There were so many barriers in her way before that had suddenly been removed. She found that she was more and more dreading those barriers getting replaced.

So what did she want to do? She wasn't sure, but she had a feeling that she wouldn't be happy doing something alone anymore. She knew that being around others would be a challenge and wouldn't be without its many frustrations, but she wanted to give it a try. She also knew that she wanted to help fight against the Empire if she could. There weren't many things that she could think of that she hated more than it right now.

But that still left a lot of different possibilities and she didn't think she was going to get very far narrowing it down on her own right now.

She let out another slow breath and stood up. She suddenly felt the need to walk. She also was curious about this place and what all a "palace" entailed. She had never even imagined a place like this before.

They hadn't said anything about her needing a guide or anything to roam around so she assumed she was free to poke around on her own, so she just walked through the door and randomly chose a direction to wander, looking around as she went and taking in her new surroundings...

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Re: Curiosity...
« Reply #1 on: August 15, 2016, 12:08:31 PM »
Dressed in what passed for nondescript work clothes in the Royal Palace, Keshani leaves her room for the first time since arriving. The droids and a couple of staff seem pretty insistent that they can help her find where she wants to go, but Keshani manages to put them off. How can they help her when she has no idea herself?

it is around noon, and the corridors of the palace are busy. People of many sorts are moving around about their assigned tasks. In that respect, this could be a transplant of the station where she was recently a slave. But there is a fundamental difference in the attitudes of the people. On the station, no one smiled. Not in a friendly way anyway - not the slaves, not the Imperial officers or soldiers, and certainly not the slaves. Here, people seem to have an ease about them that is refreshing. They greet one another with warmth and friendliness, not the emotionless way the Empire did the same thing. Here, most people do not seem to be sizing up everyone else and competition. In the Empire, everyone was.

She finds her way to some sort of large conference room near a side entrance, and sees a group of aliens of various species speaking to a human. Far too shy to insert herself into the conversation, Keshani lingers and listens. From the desperate look about them, she is sure the aliens have been mistreated. But it turns out they are refugees from the Empire, here as representatives of various refugees groups. They have come at the governments request to clarify their needs so the government can better serve them. Despite the strained looks on their faces, the aliens all seem to speak with a sense of relief and gratitude. For their part, the government of Alderaan appears to be doing what they can to help the refugees integrate into Alderaan society, yet maintain their cultural identities. The government helps them find living quarters, provides for their needs, and helps them find jobs or sources of income. Many end up employed by the government on various projects and jobs.

Later, she is wandering through the vehicle bay. A dozen vehicles are currently being worked on by a small army of technicians. Then, a supervisor of some sort moves through the work floor, and starts to berate some tech. Kehsani thought at first that it was due to work quality, but it turns out the tech had forgotten to engage the safeties on a vehicle lift, and the supervisor was berating him for that - not for the danger it might post to the vehicle, but for the danger it might post to the tech. The supervisor seems genuinely concerned for the welfare of his workers - not a sentiment you ever encountered among the Empire.

There are numerous balconies and large windowed areas that afford a view of the city and surrounding countryside, and here something else is different. Cities, an Keshani's experience, destroy much of the natural surroundings. Here on Alderaan, the city and palace seem to integrate with the environment. There are large swaths of trees growing in the city, and the mountain vistas are un-scarred by industrial facilities. No smoke stacks pour pollutants into the air here or water, though there is certainly evidence of industry in the city. There are no defence installations, cluttering up the skyline with turbolasers or concussion missile launchers. The populace seems free to roam and live their lives in peace.

Not that there are no signs of weaponry - she can see the domes and emitters of large ion cannons protecting the city, but nothing lethal, and the defence installations are integrated with the surroundings to be unobtrusive. Not that they are hidden - it just seems the people of Alderaan put for emphasis on aesthetics than defence.

The security force is very present within the palace, but they are not objects of fear and mistrust for those who live, work and visit here. Many speak in a relaxed manner to the others in the palace, offer friendly greetings, and even smile at Keshani when they notice her, without jacking her up about papers or authority. The uniforms are still a little scary for the former slave, but the men and women wearing them seem nice. They have weapons, but only stun sticks and ion blasters. There is no evidence of lethal weapons anywhere within the palace. Even the two armoured vehicles she had seen earlier were only armed with ion cannons.

From the small slice of Alderaan she has seen, the differences between her life experience and what she finds on Alderaan are profound. If the rest of the planet is like this, this is a strange and wonderful place.

Then, in the main entrance to the palace, she sees a statue of a soldier. The face of the kneeling statue looks tired, and sad, the head bowed. Beside the statue, abandoned, is a rifle. The soldier is staring at the ground, where the body of another soldier lays there.

There is a plaque on the statue which reads:

"At the end of the Clone Wars, the people of Alderaan, weary of years of fighting, took stock of the devastation Alderaan and its people had suffered in the wars. The wars were long and bloody. With the wars finally over, the people of Alderaan could see no point to the Clone Wars. Nothing had changed, but so many were dead. As a people, Alderaan made the decision that they would no longer be party to violence. A plan was born. The implements of war would be banished from Alderaan forever. The war frigate, Another Chance, was stripped of it's weapons and turned into a cargo ship. Every weapon of war on Alderaan was then loaded inside. Crewed by droids, and in the company of the Valiant, Fidelity and Courage, the ship entered hyperspace, never to return."

Before the monument, there is a large pile of candles and flowers - apparently left by citizens as they come and go from the palace.

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Re: Curiosity...
« Reply #2 on: August 15, 2016, 07:36:37 PM »
It was strange. On Bakura, since as far back as she could remember, people either ignored her as if she were invisible or sneered at her as she walked by.

On the Station and on the Planet the Imps watched her with suspicious or threatening expressions on their face if something other than just bored.

But here....

The first few people she had passed as she walked she was almost confused on how to react. They greeted her, smiled at her.....she actually stopped to look behind her the first time, thinking someone else must be walking behind her. But no one was.

It was like a place out of her dreams. Everywhere she looked there was.....peace. And calm. And warmness.

The government was helping alien refugees to resettle in their society? Concerned about their needs? Requesting them to come clarify what the government could do to better help them?

Employers actually concerned about the safety of his employees?

And the views....they were....beautiful!

She couldn't help it. She found herself relaxing as she walked, wondering when she would actually come to be woken up from this dream she was having. Could this actually all be real?

Then, as she found herself in the main entrance to the palace she noticed a statue of a soldier. He was kneeling, his face looking tired and sad, his head bowed. The body of another soldier laid next to him, a rifle abandoned beside the statue.

She read the plaque on the statue.

As she read, she couldn't help but feel something.....profound....wash over her.

Here was a people who had had the strength to stand up and say they were done. To say violence didn't accomplish anything and simply refuse to be a part of it any longer. How much courage must that have taken?

She hadn't ever really spoken to anyone around during the Clone Wars before, and she had been isolated from the current war against the Empire. But her heart ached as she read the plaque for the families and friends who had suffered loss; viewed the candles and assorted tributes in front of the monument.

But then another thought came to her that she tried to push away, but it crept into her mind anyway.

Isn't it naive of a world to think that just because they refuse to be a party to violence that others will respect that choice? Isn't it naive to leave your world exposed in a way that it couldn't protect itself from others? Ion cannons were fine and good, but could they really adequately defend the people against an invading party armed with weapons set to kill?

She fought the thought away. She was enjoying the serenity of this world and didn't want to muddy it right now.

She took a deep breath, closing her eyes for a minute. She smiled. She could stay here. She could have this every day.

But.....then there was the Empire.

This world may have had the courage to stand up and refuse to be a part of it. But there were many beings out there who were not so protected. She had been one of them. There were many others.

The slow burning hate inside of her toward the Imperials resurfaced, smoldering.

She still wanted paybacks. She knew in the back of her mind that personal vengeance may be considered to be not a very good reason to fight against someone; to be dangerous. But it was what she had. She could tell everyone she wanted to fight against the Empire to help free others and to keep others safe; to make the world a better place. Probably somewhere in her mind that was true. But she wasn't at a point right now where that could be the primary reason for doing it. She wanted revenge on the people who had made her life so much of a living hell....

She felt the smoldering anger within her start to boil and she again made herself stop and take a slow breath.

That anger had no place in these surroundings. There would be time for that later, she promised herself.

She could enjoy these surroundings for a while first, take the time to heal (as much as possible, anyway), both mentally and physically.

But eventually she had to go out there again. She knew her tech skills weren't at the expert level yet. But she still had skills that could be used. And she could learn to build on those skills even more.

She found herself wandering through the palace again as she explored these thoughts, her feet carrying her without her mind knowing where she was going.

Or maybe it did. She found herself heading in the direction of the palace that was less citizeny and more military. She didn't know how far she'd be able to go, but she wanted to see what kind of work they did as far as Intel went.

They were willing to teach her new skills, and there were lots that she would like to learn. But that could take years. She already was good at security type stuff and figured she could build on that skill to help fight back against the Empire...
« Last Edit: August 15, 2016, 07:44:48 PM by Keshani »

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Re: Curiosity...
« Reply #3 on: August 15, 2016, 10:22:43 PM »
She comes up against a checkpoint. Several uniformed guards protecting a security door. One of them comes forward.

"Good afternoon miss. I'm afraid this section is closed to visitors. I need you to move along please."

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Re: Curiosity...
« Reply #4 on: August 16, 2016, 06:50:25 AM »
She couldn't help but flinch a little as the guards stopped her, momentary slightly startled, lost in thought.

"Oh. I was looking for a way to contact Major Antilles.", she answered. In her head she worked on convincing herself that she didn't need to be afraid of these soldiers - they weren't the Empire. It was starting to sink in a bit....

"I guess I'll just wait for him to contact me again. Sorry to bother you. "

She turned to go. Thinking back to the Statue at the entrance to the Palace, Kesh wondered if she had to wait to discuss her options with the Major,  if there was anyone she could talk to that could tell her about the Clone Wars and the....philosophy...of Alderaan.

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Re: Curiosity...
« Reply #5 on: August 16, 2016, 08:50:57 AM »
The guard calls after you. "Miss? You're one of them, right? The people that brought back the Viceroy and the princess, yeah? Hang on."

He trots the few steps over to Keshani. "You need some help or something? Can I contact Major Antilles for you?" He looks concerned, but well-meaning.

When he says that, you remember belatedly that you were given a comlink pre-programmed with various useful contacts when you first were shown to your rooms. Major Antilles was among those contacts.

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Re: Curiosity...
« Reply #6 on: August 16, 2016, 09:39:32 AM »
She remembered the com link as the guard called after her.

"Oh, I forgot that I had a commlink....I was just...curious." she answered. "Thank you."

She paused, making sure the guard didn't have anything else to say and then headed back to her room, pulling out the remembered commlink to call the Major.

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Re: Curiosity...
« Reply #7 on: August 16, 2016, 12:51:29 PM »
He answers almost immediately.

"Hello Keshani. What can I do for you?"

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Re: Curiosity...
« Reply #8 on: August 16, 2016, 01:25:27 PM »
"Would you have time to meet again? When you are free?" She asked.

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Re: Curiosity...
« Reply #9 on: August 16, 2016, 01:33:00 PM »
There is a pause.

"How about before dinner? I can come to your quarters. Or would you prefer another venue, like the east garden?"

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Re: Curiosity...
« Reply #10 on: August 16, 2016, 01:58:58 PM »
"The east garden would be neat." She answered. "Thank you".

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Re: Curiosity...
« Reply #11 on: August 18, 2016, 12:45:23 PM »
About an hour before dinner time, you make your way to the east garden. You're looking around for a man in uniform, so you miss him at first when he waves to you. Finally, you recognize him - Major Antilles, only without a uniform. He is wearing a casual outfit - pants and shirt with a light jacket - that looks much more relaxed. If you didn't know better, he could be a regular person.

"Keshani," he calls as he smiles warmly.

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Re: Curiosity...
« Reply #12 on: August 18, 2016, 03:55:15 PM »
She couldn't help a small smile at what he was wearing. He was obviously making an effort to make her feel more comfortable and she appreciated it.

She headed over toward him, spending a few seconds to look around at the foliage around them. It may have been a "normal" garden, but to someone who hadn't seen anything resembling a garden for a very long time it was beautiful.

Her smile got a bit bigger and she felt herself relax a bit.

This really was a beautiful world.

"Si-I mean, Raymus," she corrected herself, remembering their conversation from before,

"Thank you for meeting with me. I'm sorry if I pulled you away from anything important..."

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Re: Curiosity...
« Reply #13 on: August 22, 2016, 03:10:41 PM »
He waves a hand. "You pulled me away from nothing. For your time here, you and your travelling companions are my only tasks."

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Re: Curiosity...
« Reply #14 on: August 23, 2016, 07:07:46 AM »
She nodded and smiled a small smile again.

"This place, well, this world, is beautiful", she commented, finding a bench nearby to sit down on and folding her legs up under her.

"I wanted to talk to you about options for me - I've been doing some thinking - , but I have a question out of curiosity first, if you don't mind..."