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GM Craig

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Re: In Search Of Maris...
« Reply #45 on: April 27, 2016, 06:20:05 PM »
She shakes her head. "That depends on the reasons, but in general: no, I don't think so."

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Re: In Search Of Maris...
« Reply #46 on: April 27, 2016, 08:19:20 PM »
"Did you ever think about it? "

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« Reply #47 on: April 27, 2016, 08:28:04 PM »
She is quiet for a few moments.

"Yeah."

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Re: In Search Of Maris...
« Reply #48 on: April 27, 2016, 08:50:29 PM »
"What stopped you?"

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« Reply #49 on: April 27, 2016, 08:54:54 PM »
She shrugs. "I don't know. Fear I guess? But also... I didn't want it all to be a waste, you know? I've been hunted by people actively trying to kill me since I was five. I thought about ending it, but if I did that, then what was the point of all the struggle before hand? All the things I had survived? Why would I live through all that just to off myself? Seemed like a waste, so I kept on going."

She shrugs again.

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« Reply #50 on: April 28, 2016, 11:14:23 AM »
The girl nodded, thinking about that for a minute, leaning more into Maris's arms.

"I guess the only thing with that is that it relies on the assumption/hope that at some point things will get better....what if they don't?"

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« Reply #51 on: April 28, 2016, 11:28:52 AM »
She is quiet a few moments. "I don't have all the answers, Keshani. There were lots of times I was ready to give up. I even made the decision to do it a couple of times. I can't really tell you why I kept going. I just did, even when I thought I couldn't."

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« Reply #52 on: April 28, 2016, 11:37:10 AM »
She let out a sigh.  "I guess that makes you stronger than me. "

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« Reply #53 on: April 28, 2016, 12:14:58 PM »
She shakes her head. "No, please don't say that. I'm not strong, Keshani. I'm not. The only reason I am here at all is because I had help."

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« Reply #54 on: April 28, 2016, 06:06:05 PM »
She closed her eyes. There were some tears there, threatening to fall. But she didn't say anything. She just snuggled in closer to the older female and lay there, enjoying the feeling of safety and comfort.....

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Re: In Search Of Maris...
« Reply #55 on: April 29, 2016, 08:19:56 AM »
After a time, Keshani falls asleep. Gently, so as to not wake her, Maris slips an arm under Keshani's legs and pushes with her legs to slide up the bulkhead to a standing position. She then carries Keshani down the corridor to an access hatch. She waves a finger at the hatch and it opens, revealing a hammock and one or two comfort items.

Maris lays Keshani gently down in the hammock. She takes a moment to smooth a few strands of hair away from Keshani's face, and sighs.

"What the kark are you doing?" she asks herself, angrily.

She hesitates, as if resisting something. Then Maris slips gently into the hammock beside the young girl, cradling Keshani's head against her shoulder. She lies there a long time, wide awake, but her eyes are a million miles away. From time to time, a tear flows down her cheek.

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Re: In Search Of Maris...
« Reply #56 on: April 29, 2016, 03:35:15 PM »
[OOC: 1 CP Keshani]